Oops, I did it again: A Prozac Stipulation

Have you ever felt like you won the battle? I have. Have you ever realized that the battle only exists in your head? The odds must be in my favor because, again, I have.

Oops

Though, I should warn you. Winning a battle that was basically created in your head is satisfying, but a lonely experience if you need attention. Prozac does not solve everything.

I did it again

You see my problem is this
I’m dreaming away
Wishing that heroes, they truly exist
I cry, watching the days
Can’t you see I’m a fool in so many ways[?]

Yep, I’m a fool in that I want a hero (aka my hubby) to save me because I know at the end of the day, I have to save myself. Since I am the one who makes up my battles, it’s only fair, right?ūüėČ

I’m wearing:
Outfit: Finale Couture Acadia  РExclusive Bali Blue @ Designer Showcase
Shoes: Finale Couture Acadia Heels РBali Blue @ Designer Showcase
Jewelry:  Finale Couture Acadia Heels РBali Blue @ Designer Showcase
Brain: Laqroki Trinity
Hair: Vanity Hair:All About It

Sunshine is wearing:
Outfit: Finale Couture Harper in Lemon
Brain: Lelutka Stella
Shoes: Pure Poison РIsahara Sandals @ Collabor88
Hair: Vanity Hair:Garota @ Hairology

Pose 1: Purple Poses Friends 144
Poses 2: Label Motion Bunny 4 (Sunshine) **Manifeste** – Editorial_29 (me)
Background: Exposeur & The Loft РRoom of Balloons

Post title’s inspiration and quote pinched from (one of my favorite MTV VMA moments)

 

The danger of drifting: “Go away from me [and] leave me alone.”

This is what happens when I listen to 90’s music all night long. Total angst. Surely, I’m not the only one this happens to…right? I’ll have to test my hubby tomorrow. Stay tuned for results!

Drifting

Actually, he’ll never go for that. When he drifts, he listens to old country, and I can’t go for that lol.

Taking my time

At least we have nothing but time, and when you think about it, time is everything.ūüėČ

Credits:

Top: FurtaCor*Isa Fringe Top @ Designer Showcase
Bottom: Maitreya High Waisted Shorts Torn for Lara @ Mesh Body Addicts Fair
Shoes: Empire – Tritonia – Maitreya @ Mesh Body Addicts Fair
Purse: *YS&YS* Viareggio Bag Weave
Glasses: RYCA Jewelry
Hair: Truth Opal
Brain: LAQ ~ Mesh Head Trinity 1.0
Poses: KoKoLoReS Lazin’ pose 002 and¬†Manifeste Model 708
Location: Baja Sands

Post title inspired and pinched from (yeah I used this song before…but what can I say? <3)

 

 

“Please leave me stranded, it’s so romantic…”

Sorry hubby. I’m in love with San Guerlian,¬†but don’t worry. It’s a platonic love. Chop Zuey Couture Jewelry is a beautiful addition to Designer Showcase’s August round, and Belle Roussel has a very special edition of the San Guerlian Cameo Set available just for you.

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Do you feel the love now? The set includes earrings, bracelets, a brooch, and 5 mixed cameo, pearl, and gemstone choker and necklaces you can layer on for a multi-strand look or just wear each piece individually.

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That’s a lot of jewelry for a special 50% off price ¬†and the pearls, gems, metals, and Cameo are texture and color change. Ooh, it’s so romantic!

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Want a lift? Click Designer Showcase for your ride.

Credits:
Jewelry: Chop Zuey РSan Guerlian Cameo Choker and Pearl Choker A, B, C, and D @ Designer Showcase (Thank you Belle!)
Outfit: C’est la vie ! Colette dress (turquoise) for Maitreya
Hair: D!va Hair “Peony” (Citrine)
Purse:=Z=timeless Bag (Leather and a gacha item)
Shoes: Lindy Delanna Nude
SL Brain: LAQ ~ Mesh Head Trinity 1.0
Pose 1: Glitter Poses Basic Model 1a
Pose 2: Glitter Poses Model Runway 3 – 5

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“Saying ‘Wake up, you need to make money.’

Does the night before Monday always suck?

Sunshine

Sunshine is so closeLaylah in blue is wearing:

FurtaCor*Liah Bodysuit (check out the variety!) for Maitreya @ Designer Showcase Swimsuit
DMZ РMaitreya nails Summersby (Delicious!) @ Designer Showcase

Nails
Analog Dog Hair – iota
LAQ ~ Mesh Head Trinity 1.0
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V3.5

Laylah in yellow is wearing:

FurtaCor*Liah Bodysuit (See above for the variety!) @ Designer Showcase
DMZ РMaitreya nails Summersby (See above for your flavor) @ Designer Showcase
Insatiable Skins by Jharis (ISBJ) Tammy Shape and Skin @ Designer Showcase
Exile Hair – If you’re wild @ Collabor88
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V3.5

Poses:
{.:exposeur:.} Sunny Afternoon
{.:exposeur:.} This Is What Makes Us Girls

Props:
Anchor Towel Hers in Gray (Former Arcade Gacha Item)
Anchor Towel His in White (Former Arcade Gacha Item)
AITUI РBeach Bag РGolden Sunset   (Former Arcade Gacha Item)

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“Lay me down in sheets of linen / You had a busy day today”

I was thinking it’s been quite some time since I’ve written a moody post, but I checked and, of course, I was wrong. My posts are all about moods! I’ve been in a strange mood lately. It’s not strange to me, but I’m trying to express it in other ways. Unfortunately, it is not working as well as I expected because I feel like I’m an empty shell and just drifting through the day. Subsequently, I needed to get more than a few things off my chest.

Designer Showcase July

Instead of writing tons, I’ll just make a list. It’s in no particular order.

  1. I’m so disappointed in humanity lately that I fear the future.
  2. One of my dogs is afraid of fireworks and I wish I could help her.
  3. I want a challenge, but I don’t want to try anything new.
  4. All lives matter.
  5. I’m trying to get excited about opening a restaurant one day (long story but short insert for hubby’s benefit); however, I hate cooking and trying or inventing recipes, so I’m not sure what I’ll do.

That is it. I think. Oh, I wish I could have been a ballerina. I had to slip in my outfit somehow, but, really, that is true. Designer Showcase’s July round is out and I’m in love with More Than Ever’s Urban Ballet Dress. It’s a cool silhouette, so you don’t have to necessarily wear it with ballet shoes unless you want to be a ballerina too.

Click ‘tiny dancer‘ for your lift to Designer Showcase.

I’m wearing

Outfit: Urban Ballet Dress (Neutral) for Maitreya by More Than Ever @ Designer Showcase (July 2016)
Brain: Simone by Lelutka
Shoes: Sweet Thing. Ballerina Pointe РPetal  for Slink Pointe Feet (Former Arcade Item)
Hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Starry Night \\ Blowing –¬†(Former Arcade Item)
Prop: ::{u.f.o}::Swan Lake, Act1 Рmannequin ballet shoes v2 (Former Arcade Item)
Pose: Del May – Musical statues

Post title pinched from Elton John’s “Tiny Dancer.” I just love the movie below.

“Just own the night like the 4th of July”

Franklin D. Roosevelt once said:‚ÄúIn the truest sense, freedom cannot be bestowed; it must be achieved.‚ÄĚ I couldn’t agree more. Happy Fourth of July! May you celebrate in style. =)

Happy 4th of July

Sascha’s Designs Purr in USA¬†(Buy a Gown for 500L and get USA Purr for free!)
Real Evil Industries Lux Pearl drop Necklace
.LeLutka.Mesh Head-Simone
DeeTaleZ *Mesh* Freckles Layer
little bones. Yuno (Collabor88)
Boudoir Fourth of July Pinwheels (Gacha Item)
The Big Black Sky pose by Flutter Memel
Mini Fireworks Display from Basic Elements (Free!)

Purr in USA
SAS - Purr USA  (+ Omega)

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“Just like fire…If I can light the world up for just one day”

If you aren’t into the Zodiac, you’ll probably moan and groan after my next statement. I love that I’m a Sagittarius! It’s a fire sign, of course! Whenever I am uncooperative (restless, unrealistic, superficial, or lose my verbal filter), I play the Sagittarius card.

Glitter Swank

I used to own the best book called Darkside Zodiac. I traded it for Frida Kahlo’s autobiography, and I don’t know why. I was going to replace my old book, but I just found out there’s a new edition. Since it’s called¬†Blame Your Planet: A Wicked Astrological Tour Through the Darkside of the Zodiac, it sounds like it’s right up my alley.

I’m wearing
Glitter Nerea Blouse and Skirt mesh Lace Red Fiesta @ Swank (June)
Pose:  Glitter Poses Back 3 Serie 1

Sunshine is wearing
Glitter Red Passion Group Gift
Pose: Label Motion Gemma

Location: Pelican Point
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“Way up in the west hills” (not really, but it’s even better)

We finally settled in our new place. I swear, the older I get, the more moving physically hurts! This time, the hurt is worth it. I love our new home. I’m plotting how to decorate the place and make it a home as I type.

Monique by Styles by Danielle

Since I feel fancy, I decided to dress like high society as I plan. Styles by Danielle’s Monique is a succulent blend of satin, cashmere, and floral design that comes in shimmering and non-shimmering. I like to sparkle. Who doesn’t? It doesn’t matter if you like to literally sparkle on the outside or exude a sparkly attitude because both are beautiful. Monique in shimmering beige is a group gift, so now there’s no excuse to not sparkle on the outside.

I will buy you a new life

Dani Plassitz’s June group gift is the perfect combination of chic sparkles and Summer. There’s a small enrollment fee (200L) to join Styles by Danielle’s group, but all group members receive exclusive monthly gifts (see above:) ), a 30% discount on new releases, and tons of other on the spot group gifts and discounts. Click Styles by Danielle for an in-world lift!

I’m wearing
Styles by Danielle Monique Beige shimmering dress
Baubles! by Phe Crystal Drops Earrings in Gold
LeLutka Simone
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V3.5
_CD_ Tania Sandals – Slink –¬†(June Arcade)
Props: DRD LN Porch planter, draped chairs, curtains (poofed and see through), and chandelier 2 (June Arcade)

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If you aren’t me, how do you know how I feel?

If this were real life, I would be screaming. I can only handle butterflies in SL. As beautiful as many believe they are, butterflies scare me. Relationships used to scare me too. I always felt like I loved too much and scared people off. While Twittersphere debates the authenticity of Taylor Swift and Tom Hiddleston’s relationship, I felt compelled to say who cares. Let the girl get over her former relationship however she wants.

Let go

I told my hubby that Swift’s lyrics, from many of her songs, were so relatable because I remember that longing and that hurt that came with every love lost. I recall one breakup where I tried to replace the man that I loved. A male friend came over and tried to get with me, but before anything happened, I tearfully told him I couldn’t because my former boyfriend was on my mind.¬†When I see pictures of Swift and Hiddleston on the beach, one picture reminds me of my former emotion because I think Swift’s sad and Hiddleston is taking the moment.¬†And taking the moment is exactly what we should do. I’ve had my share of heartbreak. At the end of the day, it was worth it because I finally met and ended up with my soul mate.

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I would never have thought my husband and I would end up together because he knew me as a friend and, as such, knew I was a mess. He saw something beautiful in me that must be blind to my moodiness or at least tolerable…and he still loves me. I really hope Swift found that. If she hasn’t, all I can say is it will come so let go. Love has a way of finding you. Now I really need to get a life and stop reading about celebrities lol.

I’m wearing
[Zanze] Xiomara Dress Daisy for Lara @ Designer Showcase (June)
….Mutresse… Gugu Sandals for Maitreya Body
.LeLutka.Mesh Head-SIMONE 1.6
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V3.5
Hair: pr!tty – Navi – {Rootless} @ Hairology
Pose: Nantra Butterflies are Free @ Instruments
Location: The Place

“The place where you came from ain’t there any more…”

This is a subtle part II to my last post. My husband teased me mercilessly about calling one of my posts part I, so this is a test. If he really reads my blogs, I have to use it to my advantage.ūüėČ

Last time, I went on and on about our Chihuahuas, but only wrote specifically about Annabelle. Now, my little Loki is my first love! Both pups were rescues so I can only imagine their pasts. Loki’s foster dad was not official, but he was the one who snatched up a little, lost dog walking around in traffic. I’m so glad he saved Loki’s life because my little pup doesn’t know this, but he saved mine. When I adopted him, I was desperately in need of unconditional love. We were a match!

She thought, I have got to think. I have got to know what to do.

Now, I have my hubby and our Annabelle so it finally feels like a family. All we need is a place that I want to call home, and that is harder than it sounds because it has to be a home in Las Vegas and not my hometown Albuquerque, for now.

I’m wearing:
Outfit: Layercake Tank by More Than Ever (3 color choices and Maitreya and Omega appliers for shorts) @ Designer Showcase (June 2016)
More than ever Hud
Hair: Lamb. Sometimes @ The Arcade (June 2016)
Shoes: Lindy Rachel White for Maitreya @ Designer Showcase (June 2016)
Pink glasses by *New Tentacio* @ The Arcade (June 2016)
Chair: {Koalifications & Razzberry Inc.} Mint Beach Chair @ The Arcade (June 2016)

Post title pinched from Joyce Carol Oates’ short story (One of my favorite short stories ever) “Where Are You Going, Where Have You Been?“